Anyway, I was we realized disappointed but I got over it.
We were still kind of friends until he started making racist jokes about me and I gave him the silent treatment for about a month.
Last September, I realized I had a crush on this one guy I was sort of friends with.
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About two months ago he made me cry with his insensitive racist jokes and I was done. The popular girl in my class likes him and she hates me. I hate that because of him, I hate seeing him again.
I hated how I always forgave him for the terrible things he said to me and pretended it didn't really hurt my feelings. I don't know if I still hate him(I don't typically hold a grudge against others) but I'm not ever talking to him again. But I don't know why, I made it look like I like him. So one day this guy from my church, we'll call him Travis, just texts me out of the blue.
But, he actually liked one of my friends(not a big suprise, a lot of guys do).
He doesn't know where to draw the line with those kind of jokes and it makes me so mad. My best friend always teases me about this, saying that he likes me. I hate that he keeps staring at me in class, making me feel shy. Saying irrelevant stuff that I don't need to know, just to make me laugh. I hate that he listens to her and started ignoring me. I hate that he tried to avoid me so that I will hate him.He told me that he wasn't over his ex girlfriend yet, and he wasn't quite ready for a relationship.I hate that I hate him but I'm done giving him second chances to be nicer or at least civil with me. He asks me if I want to go play nintendo with him at his apartment. He keeps inviting me over, and we quickly become friends.I arrive and there are a ton of guys there, including him, so I join and we all play Super Smash Brothers. Then, he starts inviting me to run with him in the mornings, and he makes breakfast for me.
His friends warn me that he broke up with a long-time girlfriend(a few months earlier, though) recently(we'll call her Miranda), so he might be weird about starting a relationship.Travis and I began to spend time together every day, and soon we began holding hands, hugging, cuddling, and tickling.